Boss Fights & God’s Testing

I'm not a fan of tests; perhaps public school is to blame. Whatever the reason, I doubt I'm alone in this sentiment. Tests have this way of dredging up feelings of anxiety and dread (and I was a straight-A student). In many ways, they feel almost like a form of punishment. What happened to the joy of learning for its own sake?

Even outside the confines of compulsory education, testing doesn't have a great reputation. I don't remember meeting anyone whose favorite Bible verse is about God testing us. When we come across such passages, our minds often jump to thoughts of trials and suffering. At least mine does, prompting silent prayers like, "O Lord, please spare me from this."

But that's not the right attitude to have. As game designers, we understand that tests are essential. When introducing a new mechanic to a player, we offer a series of challenges (tests) to help them learn how it works. This prepares them for later parts of the game that rely on their mastery of that knowledge and those skills.

Interestingly, in the context of gaming, some of the most significant tests we face often become the most memorable moments. What bigger test is there in gaming than a boss fight? It’s a moment when the stakes are at their highest, complete with imposing villains, dramatic special effects, and captivating music—which, if you have a Final Fantasy-sized budget, includes a full orchestra and choir.

David had the right posture when he said, "Prove me, O LORD, and try me; test my heart and my mind." (Psalm 26:2) It might have been easier for David to say that, given he was the warrior who defeated lions, bears, and even a giant. Still, I know that changing my heart and mind is straightforward for the Lord; it’s not about my abilities.

James shares a similar perspective when he encourages the church to "Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness." (James 1:2-3)

Tests are part of God's plan. Proverbs 17:3 tells us, "The crucible is for silver, and the furnace is for gold, and the Lord tests hearts." Testing is how God builds us, refines us, and prepares us for the work ahead. They aren’t a punishment, and God isn’t being harsh by putting us through them; He’s working on us and leveling us up.

For that reason, I’m asking God to help me reframe how I think about the tests I encounter in life. I want to rise to the challenges and feel the same exhilaration a boss fight brings.